Personal Minefield

My heart has been flipped upside down and laid bare in the last couple of months. It has been rough but necessary and I'm so grateful for the growth (and all the music) that has come out of it but honestly I am ready to be out of this minefield. I'm done bleeding from the emotional bombs I had to remove one by one. I'm alive and I am fully capable of walking away from the old hurts so that is what I am doing. My God, my children, my family, my friends and one day my future husband deserves a heart that is whole and not afraid to run into relationships for fear of dying from the effort. That is no way to live and certainly no way to love. So in saying that I'm pretty sure this marks a new place in life for me. I'm ready to move out and move on. Finally, thank God!