Used, angry, trapped and just altogether low. Is that what I should be feeling? Nope, but it's hard to choose joy over what comes naturally in disappointing situations. People lie to you, let you down, choose what's convenient for themselves over what is important and can take the heart right out of you. It's life. It happens at least once to everyone and it is what I am feeling at this moment. I'm hurt. There I admitted it... but I know even if I can't find it today...joy is coming. God is bigger than my hurt feelings and has enough grace for the offending party that he can share some of it with me. I want to have grace for others, joy in sadness and peace in turmoil. I'm not feeling it right now but I know if I keep pressing forward it will come and so will He.
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