Saturday, November 20, 2010

Filing cabinets and 800 pound Gorillas

Well....Life has been interesting here lately to say the least. I can't really go into it on a public forum but I can give you an idea of what I'm experiencing during this season of life.

 Imagine an old filing cabinet. This filing cabinet holds all my most important interpersonal correspondence, my definitions of who people are and what I have come to expect of them as well as who I am and who I want to be. Now imagine that filing cabinet being picked up and thrown across the room by an 800 pound gorilla with it's usually ordered contents now scattered and drifting across the floor. That is what my brain has been like in the past few weeks and when my brain goes awry so goes my heart right along with it.

I don't handle change well and I have been snappy towards some of my friends. So to those reading this, and you know who you are, I sincerely apologize for the short temper and I will do better in the future.  I guess what I'm trying to say is that I'm still the same old Jessica just in repair at the moment. So in honor of the quick reference to Mr. John Mayer here's a song for ya!

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